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My stories alot, well then same as some of the lairs on hellhorror, not to mention myself. Im a lair and its one of my many bad habits i happen to have. Today i looked over my life her on hellhorror, looked at my old accounts Slayer_97 and well Death2Vampire97, and well i realized that both were full of lies and misunderstanding, and this account now which im using if slowly falling apart right in my very face, all because im losing myself and my mind. They say, "When death smiles you right in the face, it smiles back and you happen to smile back as well". Well i must say, i truly am losing myself. I even began to cut myself and let myself bleed, and then drink my very own blood *licks lips* the taste will always stay with me forever. Trust is the most hardest thing to gain from someone i must say gaining trust from Louis and Neon was a [**], and i lost that trust all because i started to piss them off, well not from Louis anyways. Guess i never knew myself yet, im just a 14 year old girl looking for herself and has became very very lost and confused. I must say, i need some guidance from anyone willing to. But lying has never been my favorite thing to do, i hate it as much as i hate myself. *looks at myself in the mirror* that look doesn't remind myself of the old me and i guess will never remind me of her, losing her was totally not my idea, but she fell, right in front of everyone here on hellhorror. *shakes head* if only i could tell the truth, none of this [**] would of happen to me and everyone else You can all hate me for the rest of your lives! o you can help me find my old self again or forever lose the Death you once knew, Death was all of these; Kind, friendly, caring, outgoing, strong, wasn't much of a killjoy, now, im all of these; always depressed, hates almost everything, mean, selfish, a total [**], not caring towards anyone, lost and confused. Self pity is the only thing i can really do. And thanks alot for putting me down Neon, calling me ugly really hurt bad, real bad even that added to my depression and i hate you for it! never felt like this in my entire life. I mean why, did i ever be nice to you and then you turn around and call me this? well im bloody not gonna miss you! never in my life *shakes head* never in my life! And yeh i have a [**]ing good reason for us all voting about what we can do about this problem. smile
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posted on 07-02-2011 03:58 am
And maybe, i know Demon1 had a petition for Neon, but hey im having one again, and that right above this comment is one of my [**]ing reasons why we should...
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posted on 07-02-2011 11:17 am
No... not allowing it and I doubt Sifor will either

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posted on 07-02-2011 12:52 pm
Hmm.. Not what I expected when I woke. Strange...

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posted on 07-02-2011 08:29 pm
Well, maybe I will allow it. I read it wrong. I thought you meant you leaving lol.

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Jackie, you'll allow it? or not?
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posted on 07-02-2011 11:17 pm
You leaving no, course not. But Neon, another story.

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posted on 07-02-2011 11:23 pm
partly a different story....but he is part of almost everyone here on hh story...
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posted on 07-03-2011 12:12 am
Well as I have been well aware of, trashing others is not allowed, not saying what you are doing is right, but I'm allowing it. I have banned Wolf J Flywheel a long time ago for doing far worse.

But, if Seven is causing a problem, then we'll deal with it.

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He has always caused problems for everyone, You, Todd, Katie, Raven (Vamp17), Princess, Me......there's alot more of a list, but i cant be bothered to type their names here..
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Admin, jump right into the conversation..
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posted on 07-03-2011 12:21 am
Yes I know. But since I have not retained my rank, there isn't much I can do.

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posted on 07-03-2011 12:27 am
Well, Louis can do something about it.
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Yes, he can. But that is up to him.

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yes, i know.
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