Death2Vampires97
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posted on 05-14-2011 10:16 pm
You all thin i don't suffer from depression, but i do, when i get depressed i feel like committing suicide, but i never do. People have toi be careful of wat they say to me, you're all lucky i haven't killed myself yet, but this is my last warning before i really do it, don't say anything o me, when im online or offline.
You all think i hate one person on this site, but i don't, i really don't, you're all like my 2nd family, yes we fight, but it turns out that all the fights we have are so pointless and stupid, but in the end, you're the only people i can really trust and turn to.
Some of you may be thinking, why am i really doing this, what did i do? its not any of you, its me, ive been so cruel and so unthoughtful of wat i say to you, but you know im deeply sorry, if this doesn't spread my word around to all my friends on HH, then maybe my death will instead.
~Carina~
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posted on 05-14-2011 10:21 pm
Soem of u have given me some great advice; Laiz thank you for being so, so , so nice and friendly to me since i joined this site, and for doing me some favors, when really you didn't have to do them for me, Thanx again  for being a friend and my 2nd family. Louis, Jackie and Todd, sorry for giving you guys attidude when i 1st signed up as the user Slayer_97, then again thank u as well. Loius good luck to u and your fiance! Jackie and Todd, wishing you the best with your son, Leroy!
~Carina~
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posted on 05-14-2011 10:22 pm
Some of you i don't know that well, but you have all been great!! thank you!
~Carina~
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posted on 05-14-2011 10:26 pm
Andru and Neon, you are the two people in this world i really owe the apology to. Sorry for everything! the whole lying to u guys about my age and wat i look like, turned out that i was only really lying to myself the whole time, i know you may not care wat i say to you, but all this may be my last words i say to you and the others! When depression takes over, well....my time has come way to fast, so if any of you have any "last words" to say to me, then say it, if u have no words to say to me, i won't cry myslef silly, i'll just forget and ignore you as you did to me...
~Carina~
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posted on 05-14-2011 10:29 pm
Like the ink of a tattoo, the pain can never be undone, until i have the truth.... secrets....and lies.......
so if u do have any of those, then tell me now, i won't hear wat any of you have to say to me a week from now, by then i will probably be gone...so spill the blood....
~Carina~
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posted on 05-14-2011 10:36 pm
people will never know the tears ive cried many nights ago..
~Carina~
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posted on 05-14-2011 10:49 pm
And all my hopes and dreams
Aren't for anyone
I keep them safe and sound
And hope this picture is
Not yours anymore
But can you hear me now?
Now thats okay man
I'll say it across this land,
You should've kissed me baby
So try and stop me
Or so forgive this light
'Cuz I can't beg all night
Until my heart stops beating
You'll never hear me say
I won't kiss you
If I say,
It's lost its meaning
If I can't find my way
It's over now
But I won't
Walk away
Chorus:
Until the day
(Whoa, whoa)
I'm never backing down
(Whoa, whoa)
And hear me say
(Whoa, whoa)
I'll keep it safe and sound
(Whoa, whoa)
I'll keep it safe and
This hopeless feeling
This fear of falling down
But I'm not crashing now
For all this bleeding
It wasnt worth the sound
A million screaming out
And still
The earth comes reeling
The curtain calls my name
[. From: http://www.elyrics.net/read/k/kyosuke-himuro-lyrics/safe-&-sound(Feat.-gerard-way)-lyrics.html .]
I'm not afraid
And I know
You may not miss me
But I am not ashamed
The choice I made
But I can't
Let this go
Chorus:
Until the day
(Whoa, whoa)
I'm never backing down
(Whoa, whoa)
Just hear me say
(Whoa, whoa)
I'll keep it safe and sound
(Whoa, whoa)
I'll keep it safe and
Bridge:
No dashing car
Or a dying star
Thats raced into the ground
Like the final words
Of the passengers
Will the angels give it all?
Were the world
Watch us fall
End Chorus:
Until the day
(Whoa, whoa)
I'm never backing down
(Whoa, whoa)
Just hear me say
(Whoa, whoa)
I'll keep it safe and sound
(Whoa, whoa)
Keep it safe and sound
(Whoa, whoa)
Keep it safe and sound
(Whoa, whoa)
Keep it safe and sound
(Whoa, whoa)
Keep it safe and sound
(Whoa, whoa)
Keep it safe and sound
~Carina~
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posted on 05-14-2011 10:54 pm
Safe and Sound - By Kyosuke Himuro ft Gerard Way
~Carina~
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posted on 05-14-2011 11:14 pm
the beer song on youtube - Avenged Sevenfold version!
~Carina~
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posted on 05-15-2011 12:13 am
i feel like i might chock on my own blood....
~Carina~
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posted on 05-15-2011 12:13 am
*shrugs*
~Carina~
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posted on 05-15-2011 12:26 am
HOLY CRAP!!!!!
where u bored???
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posted on 05-15-2011 12:30 am
no....im dead serious...
~Carina~
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posted on 05-16-2011 11:02 am
don't u mean ur DEATH serious???
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posted on 05-16-2011 11:03 am
i dont get it! ahhh! my head hurtz!
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