posted on 06-25-2010 03:22 pm you know im not a bad guy.. yes ive done alot of stupid stuff in my life and i regret it.. but im not like that anymore ive changed.. im a sweetheart with a big heart and i would do anything for anyone especially the ones i love.. but it always seems like i get the same rap.. and it hurts it really does.. ive done nothing but cry for the last week and no one cares.. so you know maybe i should do what i said i was gonna do when my ex michele left.. turn of my feelings and become cold hearted again.. because then atleast i dont half to feel the pain anymore..